goal: go back to school hot as fuck and everyone be like damn is she new here who dat
madelaine, 18, new orleans/st. louis/kansas city.
this is stuff that interests me, stuff i think is pretty and sometimes people i like.
• my friends and me
madalien
this is stuff that interests me, stuff i think is pretty and sometimes people i like.
• my friends and me
madalien
me 1: how cool would it be if i found a rando summer lover
me 2: oh wait that happened last summer then i went to college lol
me 1: ugh but a hookup would be nice
my personalities are conflicting
There are a lot of places I like, but New Orleans is better
“The first thing you notice about New Orleans are the burying grounds - the cemeteries - and they’re a cold proposition, one of the best things there are here. Going by, you try to be as quiet as possible, better to let them sleep. Greek, Roman, sepulchres- palatial mausoleums made to order, phantomesque, signs and symbols of hidden decay - ghosts of women and men who have sinned and who’ve died and are now living in tombs. The past doesn’t pass away so quickly here. You could be dead for a long time.
“The first thing you notice about New Orleans are the burying grounds - the cemeteries - and they’re a cold proposition, one of the best things there are here. Going by, you try to be as quiet as possible, better to let them sleep. Greek, Roman, sepulchres- palatial mausoleums made to order, phantomesque, signs and symbols of hidden decay - ghosts of women and men who have sinned and who’ve died and are now living in tombs. The past doesn’t pass away so quickly here. You could be dead for a long time.
I feel like i’m not meant to be the person I’m becoming. The choices I make aren’t fully mine and the actions I take aren’t coming directly from me, but I don’t know how to make them and take them in the right direction.
I seriously think my life is a movie and these really awesome things are going to happen. Then, I’m like, “no, Madelaine, he’s not gonna show up at your door or the boot or wherever really romantically and be like, one last thing…then kiss you.” THATS NOT HAPPENING. from anyone.
